My favorite toothpaste

What is it all about? Okay, the answer is as the title above.

This is my favorite toothpaste. I have been using it for more than 9 years to date.

Why? Well to answer that, I recommend you to email me. Hehehe....

People said, you don't know if you dont try. That is what I experienced with my toothpaste. Hehehe..

Home Schooling

I opted for home schooling if my parents were able to provide everything needed. But my parents weren't educated people and they don't know what is home schooling is. For them, able to send me to school i.e public school is consider something very good enough because that is what they can afford.

In my country, during my school time, i.e. + - 20 years back so as today, even though there are many private school, school was 100% managed by government and half of the cost was by government. This makes the fees cheaper than private school & perhaps home schooling. So, that's the only option my parents have to enabling their daughter educated. That's the reason why I ended up in public school.

Though I not condemn public school, like I said earlier, if my parents were able to home schooling me, I will choose that.

As bad experience in school, I am sure everyone will have one. As for my self, during 5th grade, I was being slapped by my teacher because I am not finishing my homework. It is Math’s subject. But as an 11 years old girl and just moving to that school for 5 months, I don't know anyone much and I don't even close to any teacher.

I admit that I am not very bright in Math but what makes me regrets & disappointed with that incident is that not because I get slap because I don't do my homework, but, for some other reason. The teacher said it is the reason but another teacher and some other classmate said the teacher got angry with me because I was slapping one of my classmates.

Nah... don’t get excited... I know maybe you people would think that I am a bad girl or bullying. But NO! The fact is that the classmate is the one who disturb me 1st. He is considered as a clever student by that teacher though everyone knows that he is very naughty. Because of that, none of the teacher will stop what he is doing. Being a new girl, I don’t know that fact & because I cannot stand him who always bullying me & disturb me, one day I slap him back after he pull my ponytail (I had a long hair those days. Comparing our sizes that time, I am the smallest in the class.

I guess he's complaining about that incident to that teacher & guess what, the incident that I got slap by the teacher is not immediately after the incident I fight back the boy. But, it is during that teacher class i.e. Math class.

Being naive, new and also no one I can tell the incident, I just keep quiet. I don’t even tell my parents. But the scar from that incident makes me hated Math subject & also that school. I was determine to go to boarding school doesn't matter if it is a good or not as long as it is a boarding school. It is because those days, boarding school is a hot thing & anyone who are able to entered will be consider as a clever student.

Gosh! I really can't forget that teacher & that incident though I don't know where is she about now. It is because it makes me feel very down, I became an introvert and no self confidence for a very long time (probably until today).

Rain, Colliseum - Rina & I

It is an appointment with Mr. R. Ask Rina to come with me & it is a holiday today..

After the meeting, Rina & I headed back to town & guess what? We have been catch by the rain. Yeah.. this few weeks, it is always rain in the afternoon. It is normal anyway. Lucky Rina bring an umbrella. We walked in the rain without direction actually but we planned to having our lunch/dinner (it's 6.30pm lar...) in SOGO but...

We ended up at Colliseum. It is my first time there but I am really happy we are having our lunch/dinner there. Yummy!

Perhaps, for some people, there's nothing great about eating there but for me, it is a joy to having my meal there because I was with my best friend & it is a historical building too..

I feel like going back to 1930's-40's hehehehe.

New Hair Style?

Ho ho... finally,

Don't know if it is fine or not but I really like it. My Hair... Gosh... I have planned for it for almost a year.. Some of my friend said it is nice but some say not. They said my head look bigger now hahahaha. In returning their compliments.. I said.. Never mind bigger head means cleverer you are. Though that is of course not true & as always I want to win the conversation heheehehhe...

BUT, I don't care, I really love this new style.... no matter what they said I will keep this at least until the hair grow longer & then till time to change to new style heheheehe..

Huwaaa.... isk.. isk..

"The best rose bush, after all, is not that which has the fewest thorns, but that which bears the finest roses"

What a sad day to start my blog today. Can anyone believe how silly & careless I am to my self? Any of my close friends would say NO! I am not that type of person. But, that is what happen yesterday... "I lost my purse!" it is not a big deal to some people maybe, but it is a big deal to me because I lost it my office, in my handbag where it was stolen by young boys and a man.

It is a moaning day today.. I am sighing every 5 minutes.. Yup! I don't believe it my self. How the tragedy happens? Well, here it goes.. This morning, about 9.00am when I am about to leave to office, I was looking into my handbag to find my purse, but, Walla.. Tada! It is not there. On a second recall, I thought I was misplaced it somewhere, but then again, I remember I never took it out from my handbag yesterday. Then, (imagine) my eyes rolling frantically, I remember yesterday there was 3 boys (2 boys about 10 -13 years old and the other 1 is about 15-17 years old) and a man coming into the office to selling something. They are selling items such as mat and small items etc.

The incident start with, Around 10.30am-12.00pm, the office bell is ringing, so, I check from the looking hole and there is a boy, usually I will not open the door and just ask them from the intercom what they want, but yesterday I was really careless I think, I open the door little bit but the boy pushing me and rushingly come in even after I say NO! and ask him OUT while he showing me the goods he sell.

Suddenly, there are 2 more boys come in and forcing me to purchase their goods, eventhough I say NO! and shouting to them and ask them OUT. Then, a man about 35-40 years old come and telling me "don't worry, these boys are deaf (the younger one), that's why they don't know you ask them out", he saying it for about 2-3 times, but that man was holding the door at the same time.

On that time also, the smallest boy and the second youngest was rushingly into my boss's room and my attention was into them because I was worried they might taking something from my boss's room (but at the end, can you imagine, my purse in my handbag that is near me was missing). The teenage boy and the man was holding the door and me saying "don't worry and don't be scared and please buy something from us". Though I was saying harshly NO to them and say I don't have money at that time, they still almost forcing me to buy their goods. I was really scared at that moment and I was like crying and almost begging them to OUT from the office.

At the same time, my handbag was on the chair that is near to the office door. Since I am alone in the office, I usually put my handbag there. After I almost crying & begging the man, the man ask all his boys to go and they go off (I think, that is the time they managed to take my purse from my handbag).

After that incident, it was never across to my mind to check my handbag. And I never use my purse yesterday because I have some money to buy lunch in my pocket and for my bus/cab fare. Only, until this morning, yes.. Only this morning I realize... I lost it and my life is in it. All the important documents i.e. My ID card, Driving license, Student ID card, Auto teller card, some memberships card and also 300.00 cash.

I was making a police report to the police station near to my office this morning after I reached to my office. Oh..., now, that's another job to do i.e. make a temporary ID & get a new driving license.

I was sighing again now.. hhhh... how careless & silly I am..

Huh!

Friday, October 15, 2004
Mmmm... satu berita yang menyedihkan. P has pass away. And the body was buried there in Swiss. Because of that A are not able to attend the funeral. I'm sure A will be sad. No matter how bad things happen before, but I know.. dia pasti sedih.